And just like that.....

At times I feel that I'm completely unwanted. Like no one wants me or will ever be interested. I'm never quite good enough. And I have been told numerous times that this isn't the case but it's really hard to believe that when time after time things just don't work out in my favor. So, my joke about being a dog lady just may really be in my future.

Say what? Naw. Play boy i just don't want you!! Why is that so hard to understand. You just happen to not be my type. Which means for whatever reason (cornrows, gold teeth, grammar, hygiene, etc) I'm just not that into you.  Explain to me kind sir, why it's OK for you to not be interested in ole girl because, oh say, she wore an orange shirt today. But not alright for her to not be interested in you because you drink purple Gatorade? OK. I'm exaggerating just a tad but you catch my drift. I have the OPTION to not be interested. I'm not trying to sound uppity because I'm always super flattered whenever anyone finds interest in me. That just doesn't mean that I have to like, like you because you're attracted to me. So, don't come for me with this belief that because I'm not interested in you that I don't like men! No, sir I just happen to not be interested in you! And now there is no way I ever will be! EVER!!  I understand that your eg...