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Home Sweet Home...

On Monday morning my mother and I made the long 8/9 hour drive back to VA! Although we were held up by a terrible accident that completely stopped traffic for about an hour and a half our drive was pretty much uneventful! I'm not exactly sure what has come over my mother, maybe she really is happy to have me home, but whatever it is I'm happy! I never thought that we could be trapped up in a car for hours and not have a single disagreement. It was great. Once we pulled up my sister was outside waiting for us and gave me the biggest hug ever! She missed me..that much! And that felt great! I stopped by old job, and though a few were thrown off by my new look, they were excited to see me and couldn't wait for me to come back. And that felt great! So as much as I was worried about coming back home everything has been working out well. Which makes me feel that at least that for now I'm supposed to be home!

All I can say is that, when I make my return to Ann Arbor, and I do mean when...I hope everybody will be ready for the NEW ME!!!!! I plan on making numerous improvements to myself while I'm here in VA!! So I won't be completely changed but I will be improved!

I just hope I'm ready for it too....

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