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Lay the paws on ya

Due to the fuckedupness that is my past I am very protective of my personal space.  Like, very protective.  I don't care for being touched or having people too close to me.  Just not a fan.  So, it bothers me when people feel that they have the rights to just put their hands on me.

I understand you want my attention or my smile makes me seem welcoming but I don't know you, nor am I sure if I like you and most importantly I do not want you touching me!!  So...just keep ya hands to yaself.  No, but really.  Just speak up.  I have to really be sure I want you touching me.  I know that sounds rude and bitchey but trust me it's not about you.  Well, maybe a little but mostly about me.  I'm just now becoming aware that I have say over what happens to my body.  I am the only person who can touch me whenever I want.  Just because you see me and I look good or whatever the case may be doesn't mean that you can just grab on me.  I understand that it may be enticing but baby boy I do not know you.  So, show a little self restraint and keep your hands toy ourself.  If not, I am not responsible for what may occur.
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