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Everyone keeps asking me if I'm excited to go home. I usually hesitate when it comes time for me to answer. I'm trying to make it seem like I hate Michigan because I don't. I have accomplished a lot since I have been here and that's nothing to look over. But truthfully I have never really been a big fan of Michigan. Not because I don't like the school or anything but because I can't do cold weather and covert racist people. I just don't know how to tell everyone that I hold so dear to me that a little piece of my heart has always been in VA! There is just something about that place that just speaks to me. I love the dedication to culture, weather, Metro, and not to mention my mother and sisters are there. So I guess to answer everyone's question: YES!!! I can't wait to see what is waiting for me when I head home! No longer do I want to look at my move in a negative light I am prayerful that something good will come from this! I'm just excited to see what!



But please believe I will probably shed a tear when it comes time for me to leave everyone.....

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